BLACK&WHITE

-Friday, November 30, 2007 '

wxy has a stinking bassoon thats all slimy with algae. DISGUSTING. i even scraped off some of the slime out of curiousity. i expected it to be solid, buden, IT WAS SLIMY. WXY! you disgusting thing! during instrument check im gna make your life like hell. tsk. ohya, kok has the pictures. its like extremely disgusting, very very. im not kidding.

and, i guessed you told - already. ehhh. im not comfortable with that alright. at least when you tell, dont let me know you told right? den now, its like half known and half not known. WHAT IS THIS?!? i want to confirm, but i dont dare to confirm. tsk. i dont like this feeling. if you told already, i cant do anything la. all i can do is hope that - will not leak it out, i believe - wont do so too. and if you got a - already, then GOOD! HAHAHA. i sound a little sad, but actually, im quite fustrated with a little bit of optimism. x) LOL.

i am currently trying my very best to hold that 12count note in the solo in jericho. im trying my very best to make it sound nice. yL say my front part nice le, just that the holding note not nice. ehhh. sometimes i can hold, and even vibrato, but it just happens that during practice, ive never succeeded before. =x concert is 3 days away! and and, movies after the concert! i hope we all wont be too tired after the concert. HEHEHE.

i haven been going to tpjc, thou i claimed i would take the numbers of some of the players there in some of my previous entries. next week will go! WILL GO! die die will go! qingtong hasnt even went there once. HAH. all the best to me and qt and kok. (:

i may want to dye my hair using the DIY hair dye first before going to the salon to highlight. cos initially, i thot kok meant dyeing and highlighting at the salon on the same day. but actually, he only meant highlighting at the salon itself on that day. thats why i want use DIY. ehhhh. wad colour? most probably the red that i dyed before. wad to highlight? i dont know. HHAA. i dont know red go wif wad colour better. HEH.

i so exhausted. im so tired. im sick about -.

interested to know more? text me on msn. HAHHAA.

1:30 PM;
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-Thursday, November 29, 2007 '

things i hate:

people sticking to me.
people saying me when its none of their business and they just feel like scolding someone.
people who think that they are always right, and refuse to accept other suggestions.
people who are so stubborn.
people who are stubborn and still proud of it. (seriously, they deserve a tight slap.)
people who interfere when its none of their business.
people who LOVE to say this and that easy like peanuts. (this kind of people deserve a tight slap too. arrogant people. i would be honoured to land my palm on your cheek from a distance.)

see this? i just want to say out what kind of people i dont like, cos this person just scolded me when i wasnt talking to him. im not trying to say that you guys shld chng if you're like that. i just want to let you know what i HATE, so that you guys wont do it in front of me, or to me. (:

2:52 PM;
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ive been extremely busy and exhausted this week. thats why i didn online for 2 days. I KNOW ONE WEEK AND 2 DAYS GOT A BIG DIFFERENCE, but im just plain exhausted and thats all.

i think - is such a flirt, from what i see and hear. ehhh. this one, i wont say out, thats for sure. maybe qt? dont know leh. sometimes, i feel that certain issues have to be discussed with the right person. i wont even tell my best friend, cos, i feel that, it doesnt bother her, and her response would be like "oh. ok.". i dont like this kinda cold response, thats why i pick people to talk to. but usually, its either yueyin or yiling. x)

my solo's coming around already. YEAH! and bs needs confidence now. all the soloists need confidence. HAHA. CONFIDENCE, C O N F I D E N C E ! ! !

full-dress rehearsal today, and again, there's people with ankle socks. i dont know i say how long already. one year perhaps? wearing ankle socks really not formal leh. besides, you'll cut the back of your leg if you dont cover that part. PLUS. if everyone wears long socks, and the length is uniform, i tell you, our attire would definitely score at least a 9 out of 10. (the other one mark comes from the hairstyle and blah, which i dont like to follow as well. =x )

and, - lost his vest. i didn know - is so weak mentally. - been complaining and whining for like the entire time i was with -? and - even resorted to those desperate attempts to recover that vest. i really didn know - is so so so weak. i know im weak physically, and i've like given up on trying to become not so weak. HAHA. but im not as weak mentally. HEHE.

lastly, im gg to make QUARTER MASTER BADGES! cos ms lai dont make them. oh well, i guess i have to make them myself. HAHA. and for the other 3 sec 3 quarter masters. HEH. the advantage of making them, im not badge-less for the concert, and, we get to keep them (unlike the sL badges. HAHAHA.)!

ohya, theres this guy who loves to sing in the lift. he comes home at arnd 9.45pm, and sing sing sing. he enters the lift, den start singing. when he reaches 10th storey (his floor), he closes the door, and goes down again, so as to have more time to sing. ehhh. he does this a few times a night. in fact, he is doing it NOW (time check: 9.57pm). i wonder, DOESNT HE GET SORE THROAT? he sing so loudly leh. i can hear him all the time, meaning, i can even hear him from the first storey. tsktsktsk. he lives in my block too. HAHA. ohya, he can do vibrato with his voice, buden, he sing at the wrong tone, as in, wrong note la. LOL.

and lastly lastly, im sorry friends, that i gave you guys attitude today. i was in a bad mood, and i dont feel like talking. theres this feeling within me that time, that if i talk, that feeling will pour out, and i'll cry. im so sorry. perhaps its the stress from the concert and 2 solos. i know 2 only, sounds like very peanuts. ehhhh, buden, its like watermelons to me leh. and papa and mama gng concert, so i have to work harder! my holding note, have to be more firm. it becomes weak gradually. HAHA.

oki, off to my QM-badge-making!

2:06 PM;
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-Monday, November 26, 2007 '

i - whenever i - .

do guess. (:

2:20 PM;
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ive got this sudden feeling that i'll fail my eng for the o's
why?
i cant explain either.
i so hope that my intuition is wrong.
pleasepleaseplease be wrong.
i dont want to be stuck in secondary school.

but if i do pass, please dont get the wrong idea,
or say whatever things la.
i have that feeling now.
i hope my intuition is wrong.
i hope my intuition is wrong.
pleasepleaseplease be wrong.
=S

12:48 PM;
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HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY XUAN EN!
(actually, her actual birthday is tmr, but my aunt is celebrating it today so that more people can come.)
isnt the cake CUTE!?!?! i ate the blue bear btw, its made entirely of sugar, really too sweet for me.

thats her mama, my aunt. (:

xuan en really really loves to eat leh.
of the items placed before her, her number one is FOOD.
take a look the video in the middle of the post. (:

sorry about the blur parts. i was trying my best to follow her as she moved.
cos i wanted photos of her oh-so-irresistably-cute face. :D

this is my favourite photo of her.
ITS SO CUTE!

another blur photos. :/

SO CUTE EH? she just woke up from her nap, and was quite tired.
(ehhh. i just woke up from my nap too. =x )

look at the hair. its like this becos of the wind from the fan. HEHE.

my bro loves her a lot too.
probably even more than i do. HEH.

THIS ONE IS SO INNOCENT. HAHA.

aint i sexy? HAHAHA.

im sad. just leave me alone. >.<

squinting again. i dont know if its becos of the wind from the fan or wad. HEHE.

-rubs eyes- mama, im tired. i want sleep again. HEHEHE.

see ah, the first one she touches is the chicken drumstick. LOL.

ehhhh. i think i enjoyed today's visit to my aunt's house. BECOS OF XUAN EN! i didn enjoy the visit totally cos there was nothing else for me to do, and i ended up playing neopets in my aunt's room. the snowager refused to give me something again. but at least it didn attack me. HEH. ok, back to the visit. my mama was busy talking to relatives and playing with xuan en, and my papa, bro and i ended up in that room, sitting arnd, using the com, and using the OSIM massaging-calves thingy. not bad leh. EHEHEHE.

den xuan en became more familiar with me alrdy. this morning when i went, she cried and ran to her mama (my aunt) the moment she saw me. how cute! buden later that day, she began to accept me (LOL.) and let me carry her. HEHEHE.

after my nap, i played wif xuan en a lil while more, den went home. SHES REALLY SO CUTE. a few years into the future, i will teach her whatever she wants to learn from me. HEHE. im SOSOSO EXCITED ALRIGHT! HAHAHA.

my uncle and aunt said that, since i love babies so much, why not go have one of my own? ehhh. IM STILL QUITE YOUNG OK. tsk. i haven even finish my studies, and haven get married yet! LOL.

band again tmr. from 9am to 8.30pm. and, next week's gna be a super super busy week. tpjc next week as well. im gna meet my section mates next week, and apologise for disappearing for a week plus. and oso, i shall pluck up the courage to ask them for their numbers, so that i can inform them when im coming and when im not coming. and, I NEED MORE CONFIDENCE.

alright, im going off. shall update again ltr if i want to. (:

10:56 AM;
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-Sunday, November 25, 2007 '

i suddenly have the urge to pick up a lot of skills!

i want to learn more languages. so i can watch tv shows and cartoons and ANIME easily. cos i need not keep staring at the subtitles. ehhh. i want to learn dialects too. SERIOUS! cos no one understands my dialect (i speak hainan btw), and i can only understand those super simple phrases from other dialects. i also feel that it isnt fair when the malays get to learn chinese with the help of courses established by the moe. ive heard some complains about this, regarding, the chinese find it hard to talk about sensitive issues. no fair. HMMPH.

i want to do everything better!

buden again, this sudden urge will disappear and be gone by tmr morning. -sighs- i hope that it will stay, cos that will show that my mind is serious about doing it. (:

my indian neighbour moved out, if im not wrong. yays! cos they're like SOOO NOISY. esp during the o level period. now, there's peace. HOORAY!

ok. ive blog so much today. im gng sleep alrdy. im super tired. eye circles and eyebags be gone!

3:57 PM;
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my scary eye circles are coming out!
-cries-

my hair is falling like mad!
-screams-

(thanks to doreen. tsk. HAHAHA.)

i still want my contacts leh. i WILL sleep more to get rid of those evil eye circles.

and i want to lose weight. REALLY. o lvl really fattened me up. damn. i shant disclose my weight now, cos its way toooooo scary. only a few know. and i dont think they'll tell. HAHA. FATS, I DONT WANT YOU! GO AWAY!

anw, i just watched this show a few minutes ago. and it said that stressing too much and worrying over too many stuffs causes your hair to fall. damn. here i am asking nat not to stress so much, and there i go, fretting over so many things. maybe i shld let go of some stuffs. HAHA. BUT IM GREEDY! HAHAHA.

i shall try to chng this part of me. i dont want to become bald at 25. thats so scary. buden again, ITS SO HARD TO CHANGE! its like controlling your mind, forcing yourself not to worry about things, when worrying about things is its nature. damn. i think im contradicting myself. if you understand, good. otherwise, i shant explain further. but if you die die want to know, ask on msn la. HAHAH.

ohya. sorry bs, for bs-ing you at IMM. thou i called you bs-kia before. oppsy. =x sorry sorry. (:

1:19 PM;
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went band again today. HEH.

carried all my books and some worksheets to sch to give nat and jingyi. wad a nice and generous senior i am. HAH. took papa's car, and i forgot to inform him that kok taking car too. OPPSY. den reached sch and left the books with the security guard uncle. hes a nice guy leh, i dont know how many times i left my things with him and went out of sch. HEHEHE. den went to buy mang zang kueh for breakfast. peanuts one are super nice. -beams-

and i checked wif my piano tcher how many tickets she sold for me le. she said none. =x buden she said shes gna buy 2 buden not going. ahyo. like that no good leh. =x buden i dont dare say her. cos she already nice enuff to buy tickets to support me le. i like my piano tcher a lot. she treats all her students as if they're her kids like that. HEH. and when i told her im sick ytd and couldnt go lesson, she told me to take care, and she will rearrange the lesson table again. den today i called her at band, den she ask me dont over-exert myself cos im still quite sick and weak. SHES SO NICE LA! -smiles-

den attempted to repair flute, but failed (AGAIN!?!). i shall blame the previous batch for not taking good care of all the flutes. EHEHEHE. during band today, tjx made me super pissed off. because of the toothbrush thing. want to know more? talk to me at specialdelights-@hotmail.com . HAHAHHAA.

and i dont know why he walks in and out of the band so much. you're so lucky to have ms chong as our conductor now, if its ms tan, you sure get scolded till you tear. and anw, its quite disrespectful to keep walking in and out without asking permission, or even telling ms chong wad you're doing. i know you're reading my blog. HAH.

and i know you're talking about me behind my back, cos someone told me. theres no need to be so nice and act all smiles and all like im your bestest bestest friend, cos i aint. you really piss me off you know. the next time you say something behind my back, i dont know wad im gna do. just you wait. i think it'll be surprising and interesting.

(note: im talking about the same person in the previous 2 para.) (:

band concert is nearing, and how is my solo going? rather bad, and disappointing. my tone is so airy. and i think its a no-feeling solo. people, if you heard and want to give feedback, feel free to do so. thats wad i really need badly now. confidence is coming back. long breath is coming back. wad is forever gone is the close bond among the section. its gone, and i dont think it'll ever come back.

alumni band today is exhausting. i dont know why leh. i just kept yawning and yawning. (sorry seklin. =x ), and seklin, next time if you want say me, can say directly de. i need to improve, and if no people say, den i will forever remain at square one. (:

went IMM after band, to search for sth for baby cousin's birthday. buden, we went to take bs's specs first. he really blur blur one la. HAHAHA. den we went shopping. im so sorry if i made you guys tag along to find my stuffs. sorry sorry. =x in the end, i bought this mitten and cap/hat set. now, i found out that i buy wrong le. no need mitten le, baby cousin grow up already. buden, mama said the cap/hat would still be of good use. baby blue one. so CUTE. HEHEHE.

den yL got family matters, and we cabbed to her hse. but on the way, she realised actually, the family matter wasnt that serious. and to make matters worst, that taxi driver took a turn. damn. i hate it so much when taxi drivers are out to cheat our money. TSK. buden, if we complain, they'll lose their jobs. i dont want that to happen. i think many people feel this way too. probably this is how taxi drivers make use of their customer's sympathy. tsk.

alright. im super super tired. im gna bathe, and do a mini facial, and go sleep alrdy. theres still celebration for baby cousin's birthday tmr. HEHE.

NITES.

12:23 PM;
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-Saturday, November 24, 2007 '

CUTE?!?!? i MADE it on the day after band camp, 15nov2007, if im not wrong. i completed it within a day. ehhh. i dont know where to put it so i left it behind my keyboard, as shown in the first pic. HEHHE.

this is one of the place where we hid the clues for the last station, station eight. for this station, you are supposed to find many many clues. when you find the last clue, you will be directed back to changi village, and when you alight from the bus, your respective organiser will say "yay". you will be expected to guess where the pitstop is. sadly, group neko-mimi-chan didn make it till the pitstop cos of the rain. they found all the clues of the 8th station already.-sighs-

this is the mi fen that boonsiong cooked for us on open house. ehhh. daily readers of kk's blog shld have seen it already.

this is my baby cousin! (she looks quite grumpy in the first foto. HEH.) her birthday falls on the coming monday! buden, i got band, so i cant go out with her. (NOT REALLY GOING OUT LA, cos my aunt is looking for more people to pei her and baby cousin on her birthday. shes turning 1 on 26nov2007!

thats baby cousin XUAN EN and my bro. when she was just born, she looked a lot like me, my mama said so, and even i think so too. SO CUTE LEH!

fyi: i used 2hrs + for my previous post. im so slow, even my shoulders that are aching now cant take it. tsk. HAHHAHAHAHA.

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BACK FROM CHALET :D
and i regretted not bringing along some fruits, cos my lips are cracking like mad now.

1ST DAY!
went to shing's hse to put our things (me &yueyin) and head off to the market near huayi sec to meet the them (shing jocelyn winnie doreen and winnie's and shing's mom). i did really nothing, except for blocking the way and carrying the prawns. the prawns CUT AND POKED ME. i even bled. i think peishing they all wash it alrdy, or else a few of you guys who ate the bbq prawn would also have eaten my tissue. HAHHAA. ehh, thats why theres a cut on my right leg.

den bused to peishing's hse to clean the food and settle the chalet games. im so sorry if im so blur. really. cos i made peishing repeat the game over and over again. both at her hse and at the chalet area. SORRY! den when everything is almost done, we went down to take jocelyn's papa's car to aloha changi. we reached there rather quickly, and went over to our chalet. the attendants were cleaning the place alrdy, and we asked if we could leave our things there. and PERMISSION GRANTED! and we head over to the place "OH! I CAN SEE AND ISLAND AND IM NOT DRENCHED!". re-settled the games again. and then went to fetch the people at the bus stop. then we went arnd to paste the clues for the treasure hunt. then we came back to start eh game. we're definitely extremely sorry if the game started so late. (otherwise chongxiang's group would have won. HAHA.)

amazing race! i was in charge of following chongxiang's group. not bad actually. ACTUALLY, VERY FUN! chongxiang is a GENIUS! he solved quite a lot of clues. and fiona, wanqin and yan lin were very active in searching for the clues. thats why they're in the lead! i was waving at all of the groups that walked passed me, and saying HI to almost everyone of them. until he walked passed me and said the f-word. of cos i sian diao la. tsk. and den i only person i continued teasing is KOKKEONG. becos of he-knows-why. and i bet you guys know why too. HAHHAA. cx's group even took cab to go to tampines. and that damned taxi driver knew we wanted to go tampines, and also knew we didn know tampines well, so he said "i bring you all to one place that have all your stuffs" den he turned and drove. he even luffed, but i didn know why then. den we alighted, and chiong and go buy those stuff. den when we going back le, i noticed sth. i noticed that the taxi driver took a turn. i told cx immediately. he said he knew. DEN WHY HE TIAMTIAM NEVER TELL US!?! tsk. den bused back to chalet there, and i gave them another clue. then they continued. ehhh. they're super fast leh. when it rained, their last thing to do was to go to the pitstop already. buden, its better to stop for everyone's good, if not ltr people get sick. den went back chalet. WELL DONE GROUP NEKO-MIMI-CHAN! AHAHAHAHAHA!

den everyone started playing cards. and den mahjong. helenaa~ bs is still my worthy opponent~ HEHEHEHE. when he left one card, i also left one card. =S i was really blur during heart attack. when i got 4 same cards, i shouted "ying liao!" instead of "HEART ATTACK!". so paiseh la. den when many ppl joined the game, i left the game, and when to sit beside neko-mimi-chan in mahjong (i wasnt playing). apparently, im his lucky star, and in other games including mahjong, he was my lucky star too. when i started playing mahjong. i won 3 games in a row. WAHAHHA. the first game i was super blur. i an4 gang4, den i gang4 and den i gang4 again. den i zi4 mo1 den i win. LOL. cw was surprised i guess, and den he dont want play le. LOL. den play and play. den i went to shower. i asked them to wait for me. and when i went down, everyone is asleep. tsk. i really mean EVERYONE. i walked around and around the chalet. den i sat at the dining table. finally, jocelyn and peishing came down. we played qi1 sup4 awhile, and then i was a bit sleepy, and i decided to sleep of the dining table. LOL. den MORNING! zm caught a star fish. i was too sleepy to observe it. actually, i was rather interested in it. buden im too tired. SORRY ZHAOMIAN!

2ND DAY!
den breakfast at changi village. den rented bikes. and cycled back to chalet. den played mahjong. ehhh. i really dislike her ways of sticking to people leh. kokkeong, pls do sth about her. HAHAHHAAHA. ok. i asked hooikim and doreen and someone (i forgot who, SORRY!) to play. and when she came back, she sat beside someone, i think hooikim, and asked if she can play. tsk. what is this. so -.- loh. den i went to help in making the water bombs. den the games started. i was in xiaoshu(cz), wb, yanlin, and jiamin's group. our group was the fastest in making rubber band rope. we made 10 sets leh. buden, there were only 9 for 2 particular sets. so counted as 80. we still won anyway. HAHA. den went to claim our water bombs. I DROPPED ONE AND BURST IT! SORRY GROUP! but still got 9. heh. den after that. played the balloon game. we were ranked 3rd. ehhh. i have no idea how people popped 24 and 23 balloons when there were only 22 given. LOL. we popped all 22 anw. and got 6 water bags. in the last game, we dropped one of our own water bombs. so in total,24 water bombs! (i thot we counted and only had 22 in total...). den PLAY WATER. HAHA. yL and i went upstairs to bless everyone with water. HAHAHAHAHA. i blessed cx, cos he was rather dry from wad i see. HEHE. den we went to hide in shing's and jocelyn's room. in the end, we surrendered la, cos yL say this is the one and only time we get to do this. im still a little reluctant to do so. and bs and xiaoshu(ben) had to pull me down. den many ppl blessed me with the water too. i know cw blessed me, ehhh. den the other i dont know, cos my eyes were closed when they did so. LOL. den this 2 chalet people told us to stop. tsk. den went back and chnged. and played mahjong again, if im not wrong. HEH. and many people went out to bike, and then jocelyn bs kk and i played qi sup again. den helped out at the bbq pit.

THERE WERE LIKE SO MANY ANTS OK. red one somemore. bite le den so pain. and when you flick them. their body would be torn apart, their head still at the place where their jaws are. DIGUSTING. and so. i was like splashing water continuously. SPLASH AND SPLASH AND SPLASH. in order to get rid of those ants. yL joined in too. SUPER FUN LEH! the massacre of the red ants at aloha changi chalet bungalow H. HAHHA. and then yueyin, bs, kk, wenbin, cw helped in setting up the pit. den bbq-ed. my job was to spread butter, along with yL, the honey spreader. HEH. when yL went to grab a bite, that girl came again, and took away yL's job. den when i was rather tired, i let doreen do the 2nd shift. we even had an official handing over of job ceremony, and there was an invisible badge involved. HEH. den i went to eat. i dont know why, buden, when i went back to the pit, that girl was like multi-tasking? her hands had the margarine brush, and tongs. tsk. i really dislike her leh. (note: i have not used the word hate. HEH.) den i bbq-ed chicken wings. den laogong wasnt feeling well. must be the umbrellas la. HEHE. when he went to sit down, no one noticed. he was like so pale. paler than me. =S den he went up le. started packing up at arnd 10.30pm, i guess.

NIGHT-CYCLING. was rather fun except for some parts. HEH. ehhh. IM REALLY SORRY ABOUT THOSE SUDDENLY SLOW DOWN PARTS, OR THOSE PARTS WHEN I LOST MY BALANCE AND WENT WO-OH-OH-OH. (i didn fall down la) buden i think i made them(yongmeng wenbin ben and cw) cycle till a little pek cek, i think. SORRY. thats why i wanted to stay at the back. =S sososo sorry! =S den came back after 2hrs plus, or nearly 2hrs, i forgot. HEH. ohya. i saw the transexuals. their figure really really good leh!

den mahjong again! and there she came again. tsk. its pretty obvious who im saying lah. cw ask who want play, den a few want (including me), buden, in the end, i ended up sitting beside cx and cw watching them play. im nice enuff to let go of that seat without even playing one round. HEH. im tired so i slept while watching them play, den when i woke up. cw was looking at me, cx too. LOL. xia si wo. actually, i think i slept for a few minutes only, buden, i was having dreams already. HEH. den the guys went to shower, den stopped the game awhile la. den i went to have a short sleep/nap. den i woke up to shower. i intended not to shower till i get home one, but cw and cx say i shld, cos we sweated during night cycling. and cx off-ed my bathroom lights. XIA SI WO! intially, i thot is those THINGS one, den i rmbed seeing cx going up the stairs when i woke up. so shld be him off-inf the lights after he showered. i wrapped myself first den peered outside. den i called for cx. LOL. den asked him to turn on my lights. HEHE. this would be better than going outside in my towel den ltr the guys in the facing bedrooms see me. THEN VERY VERY PAISEH ONE. den when i went down, i watched them paly mahjong again. den when a few went off, i played a few rounds, den slept. ehhh. very tired le la, so must sleep. woke up at arnd 7am + or 8am like that. den helped in packing things.

3RD DAY! (LAST DAY!)
there were so many things that were unused. and we had to throw some things away. cos there was no need to bring them home. den wanted to return bike, buden some things happened and made me SUPER fed up. so i went back chalet. and helped in packing more things. thanks bs and cw for buying my dou sha bao. HEH. den the aloha person came and we checked out. 2 packs of milo and one cup noodle was left for next year. LOL

bused to tampines mrt station, trained to boonlay mrt station. at tampines, so many people were topping up their cards. (cos of amazing race! HAHA!) den had lunched at jp. ehhh. sorry kok! for being so indecisive ah. i know you very cham, cos of our indecisiveness. =x SORRY! lunched at mac, and hk went off first, and then the girls went off first.

bused home alone on 179, den when i reached home, i unpacked my stuffs, wash the clothes, den slept till 7pm. den i switched over to my bed and slept till 8am. LOL. thats about 3pm sleep till 8am. HEH. thats 17hrs of sleep. WOW. =x

i feel that the chalet this time round is definitely better than last year's one, though the destination is not as good. ALOHA LOYANG NEXT YEAR!

sorry yueyin for leaving you alone when you went home!
sorry cz wb yanlin and jiamin for bursting one of the water bombs!
sorry to all if i showed you guys attitude!
sorry kok for our indecisiveness!
sorry wb ym and cw about my cycling skills. =x
sorry to all if i did sth wrong and did not realise it until now! (thats why i said sorry. HEHE.)
sorry yL if i pissed you off when i said you keep eating and eating! i meant to tease you only. =x

anw, thanks overall-in-charge PEISHING for organising and planning the chalet!
and all the other organisers, yueyin, doreen, winnie, jocelyn and corina!
thank you peishing for tolerating all our nonsense during the games!
thank 4e3 for making this chalet a success! (its a success right?)
thank you kok and co. for shopping for all the stuffs!
thank you yueyin for pei-ing me whenever im lonely! (yueyin is like a mama to us all!)
thank you bs wb kenneth ym and cw for taking care of the cyclists! (esp bs, hes like a papa to us. thats wad hooikim and i feel. HEHE.)
thank you bs for making those super nice roasted marshmallows! your skills are still as good as before. HEH.
thank you neko-mimi-chan for being my lucky star!
thank you group neko-mimi-chan for being so enthusiastic about amazing race!
thank you EVERYONE for making this chalet a memorable one!

and lastly, THANK YOU for making this chalet so special. (:

4:57 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, November 20, 2007 '

urh. long time no blog. so i shall summarise wad that has been happening to me. HAH.

friday. went tpjc. and there were no flutes. surprising? YES. AND. they have super pro clarinets. REALLY PRO. buden. some of them came from other secondary schools just like kok and i. and theres this michelle that kok thinks she looks like guinevere. michelle is the one whom i talked to THE MOST. the rest i didn even know their names. they're playing invictus, mononoke hime, jap 4, the christmas festival, first suite in Eb, march-bou-shu and more! march-bou-shu is SUPER nice, cos its like those jap style song. HEH. and we went home after that. was super exhausted that day. we're like tourists in another country when we went tampines. >.<

saturday. band (again!). had pancakes for breakfast. kok has been treating everyone pancakes since dont-know-when for breakfast. next time it shall be my turn. HAH. den played. and then. i got transferred to first flute. and i got the jericho solos. ehhh. to be honest, im actually quite happy (more of happy than sad). happy cos i get to play some of the NICE melodies. sad cos jericho i have to re-read and re-learn and re-practice everything. within 2 weeks, shld be can hor. (haven minus away chalet and other things yet. =x ) den lunched. i really HATE (note: NOT dislike, is HATE.) the feeling of being sticked to. some people just dont get the hint. tsk. he like that, she oso like that. if i like you (i mean friends la), i will always smile, unless something is troubling me or im deep in thots. otherwise, i will frown, cos im thinking DESPERATELY about
ways to get rid of you. HAH.

sunday. HAD SWENSENS. damn. ive fatten up alrdy. I WILL LOSE WEIGHT AFTER CHALET. 5kilos maybe? i will try my best. cos o levels made me eat study sleep and nothing else. HAH.

TODAY. (like finally!) band again. but i went piano before band prac. my fingers, no stamina le. i cant even last thru one song. my arms get tired. my fingers feel like they've done too much. den band. den lunch. melissa joined us for lunch. tsk. he really know how to stick to seniors. how irritating. see? i HATE people who stick to me. (i define sticking as people come to you and stay with you on their own accord, when you DONT LIKE THEM). even neko-mimi-chan witnessed how he sticked to me. oh pls. you're not my bf ok. tsk. sorry friends, if my actions in the ava room made you guys irritated or sth like that, cos i really cant stand this kinda ppl. there was tailoring and uniform things to settle today. i ENJOY being a quarter mistress. (SERIOUSLY!) buden again, sometimes, i have to tolerate, when i have to do things that i dont like. then alumni band prac. jap 7 is HARD. OHYA. i forgot to say this. galaxy express 999 can be quite easy, only when we go practice. cos, almost half of it is repeated. and the running notes is quite ok leh. HEHE. den bus-ed home with the same people. HAHA.

i HATE people who stick to me. I HATE THEM SOSOSO MUCH. they make me feel so irritated, and yet i dont do anything about them. tsk. thats me la. HAHAHA. when i am nice to you, it DOES NOT mean that i want to become extremely close friends with you. you got the whole idea wrong. im just merely being NICE. and thats wad i think i shld do. and now, i hao xin mei hao bao. tsk.

ehh. chalet tmr. meeting time 9.30am at 500+ de market there de bus stop. i have not packed my bag. im still blogging. im so tired. i have piano lessons on friday. theres tpjc sectionals on friday (i hope there'll be flautists!). i am one of the organisers (i actually didn know this till this evening), and i dont feel like going. yet again. I WILL GO. probably its the last meet up and having fun with some friends. its a must go. HAHAHA.

alrights. NITES. sorry to nat and section for being unable to make it to meet you guys to make toothbrush for the concert. =x (how cute of them to meet up in the macdonalds near sch just to make toothbrush. HAHAHA! )

3:28 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, November 16, 2007 '

ehhhh.

some people dont know that they are actually talking about themselves when they talk about other people. like say, about their bad points. they're saying this person or that person this and that, and it happens to be that they're doing exactly the same thing. LOL. i do think twice before saying sth, buden, sometimes, it slips my mind and it comes out of my mouth. and i go OH SHUCKS in my mind. sighs.

this was sth i thought of long long ago and i just happened to recall it. HAHA.

NITES.

3:58 PM;
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tmr gng tpjc le. WAD PIECES ARE THEY GNA PLAY!?!?! i dont know. ehhh. i didn bring my flute home. so tmr need to go sch to get it. tmr, is sectionals. at least its better than combined band prac. BUDEN ITS COMBINED WW SECTIONALS! ltr malu ah. ive been fretting over this since dont know when. theres this killer piece INVICTUS. i shall go smile and smile and smile tmr. and and. i hope that invictus is the HARDEST piece they have and not the EASIEST or MODERATE piece. if not, even the concert i'll have to smile le. HAH. I NEED CONFIDENCE, AND BADLY! fsmb de prac already not enuff confidence, and here comes this tpjc (the pros i guess). I NEED CONFIDENCE. i hope the people there are super friendly, and wont say me if i play badly. chances are small, but i can hope right? HAH.

im not gna sleep well tonight and theres gna be nightmares.

people, if you're reading, pls tag. if not, its so dead. or i'll be removing the haloscan already. HEH. its not a threat la. HAHA. NITES!

3:46 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

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IM STILL TIRED, after sleeping for 15hours. not consecutively, still got tossing and turnings and waking up in betweens.

band camp was alright. but it made me so tired that i went home and napped for 2 hours, wake up, had dinner, then sleep. i managed to call and reply people who called and sms me near dinner time, cos i wasnt sound asleep. other than that, i replied and called you guys in sleep, but i think you guys didn know. HAHAHAHA

1st day i didn go. so i know a nut about it.

2ND DAY!
after bio paper, many people went to dig for their papers. ehh, i think a handful only la. then everyone started comparing answers. OHYA. WE (kk, neko-mimi-chan, and me) CLARIFIED WHAT THAT NITRIC ACID DOES IN THE TEST FOR CHLORIDE IONS ALREADY. the answer is PREVENT THE FORMING OF SILVER CARBONATE. i correct! i thot i was the one wrong initially, cos no one had the same answer as me. LOL.

ok, back to 2ND DAY. then went band. played in the band store for a while, then started playing speedsnap for awhile with yL. then lunched wif her and kk. neko-mimi-chan was away cos he was sending his gf off. and then after that went to help weijie's grp for dance preparations. his grp really -SHAKES HEAD-. i see a girl sitting on the top of a few chairs meddling with her hair, finger nails and blah, and a guy dont know doing wad, and another guy occasionally becoming active, and 2 people insisting on their suggestions. the rest either is i forget, or they're alright. and darren(trumpet) is DAMN FUNNY.

did not enjoy capt ball, and i even grew to hate one guy. HAHA. only yL know. =x next time theres such a big group playing, im not gna play, esp when the big group is those unfamiliar faces. and ben chia was quite nice to entertain me for awhile when he noticed that i was quite alone. HAHA. ms lai oso. then bathing time. kiasu singaporeans of cos is running to be the first to shower de la. HAHA. and, yL and i were quite late in getting our stuffs, yet the art room toilet is EMPTY. LOL.

then dinner time, then TALENT TIME. ALL THOSE SKITS, THOSE DANCES DAMN FUNNY. natalie kang's grp is damn funny for the COMMERCIAL BREAK DOWN SKIT. LULIN OSO! HER MAD SCIENTIST THING. and QT 'S GRP TOO! esp BEN LEE! the act cute pose together with that smile, SO CUTE! i think these are all the favourites. and and that SUPER PORK THAT ONE. HAHAHAHA.

during grease!, yL qt kk and neko-mimi-chan went out to play CARDS. den tio ms lai catch, then we wna go staff room cos its warm outside, then lailai say canot. she know we playing poker, so she even got us a set of scrabble. LOL. but after that, we went to the girls dormitory to play. LOL. i couldnt sleep well that night, cos it was really COLD. i couldnt see anyone else who couldnt sleep. at arnd 5am plus, i msged cx and kk. see if they're awake. but they're not. tsk. shld have msged bs, cos he woke up that time le, buden, my thinking was that he sometimes almost late for school, so maybe haven wake, so didn msg him. HAHA.

3RD DAY! wake up. wash up and chng clothes. then packed up. AND I FORGOT TO GET 2 GUYS TO CARRY THE BED TO THE SICK BAY. DAMN. i forgot wad mrs tay said. i hope she didn remove it herself. =x den played poker awhile in the hall before going out to eat prata. den came back for band prac. was bad for me. COS I DEPROVED A LOT. and you there. dont you shh me, and you too, how dare you say my junior when hes just beside me. LET ME TELL YOU, crossing legs when not playing is NOT WRONG, and just stfu ok. and and, stop acting band or drum major when you're not. your post is so small only. I HATE YOU SO MUCH and I ENJOYED LUFFING AT YOU YESTERDAY. HAH.

back to band prac. cos the concert too long, some songs have to be taken out. simple gifts and movie blockbusters and percussion ensemble. ehhh. WHY DONT ONE TAKE OUT GREASE! !!! tsk. i dont like that song. (cos too fast for me. HEH.) and i was sight-reading many many pieces. my sight reading deproved too. I GOT TO BUCK UP, for many reasons.

den sectionals. those kids are better than me already. HAH. but, still, there can be improvement. next sectionals, im not gng easy. and wongxunyan, stop wasting everyone's time when you're going arnd to bug them. flute sectionals only have FLUTE PICCOLO AND OBOE. theres no such thing as bassoon. the next time you come, im still gna scream at the top of my voice, maybe even louder. and stop wasting everyone's time in band with whatever you do, its like soo irritating ok.

den pack up and fall in. many thanks to derek and cherrie in helping me to carry the benches. HAHA. thanks! den lunched and bused home. ehhhh. i dont like the feeling of being sticked to. really. i dont like. thats why im giving attitude (sorry guys!) and staying quiet most of the time.

my back is sore. my hip is pain. ive got heavy eyes. im feeling heaty. thanks to the cold weather at night. HAH.

O LEVEL IS OVER! aint it fast like what i said? HAHAHA. sighs. no more homework le, how? HAHHA. IM OBVIOUSLY ASKING FOR A BEATING. this is wad i said to jy nat and yL and wk. and you there, dont copy me. and the way you say it is rather different as compared to mine. yours is ASKING FOR MORE BEATING. tsk.

KENNETH! GO PROM!

1:55 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, November 13, 2007 '

yueyin is extremely angry now, and has been angry for one hour already, as can inferred from the lightnings and thunders and heavy rain from the past hour. even tuas has been flooded (my mama called me to tell me this). tsktsktsk. yueyin ah yueyin. HAHAHA.

2:08 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

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theres bowling session tmr, and amazing race. honestly, i dont like these 2 events. buden, i will go, to support my juniors for putting in so much effort in organising the band camp. ehhhh. i really got a bad impression of amazing race leh. the other time the band camp had it, it was no fun, utterly no fun. i forgot who organised it. heh. i shall show off my supreme long-gang skills tmr at the bb csc. hah.

chem and phy paper 1 later!

1:54 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Monday, November 12, 2007 '

i had pleasant dreams last night. for the first time since dont know when, i was able to sleep properly. HEHE. buden, i forgot alrdy. dreams are not pleasant if you still rmb them, if you rmb them wad your dreams are, it only proves that you have not slept well. this was wad my primary 5 health education tcher (Ms Devi) said. (:

I NEARLY LOST MY LIFE. xia si wo. this was wad happened. i wanted to charge my bro's lappy cos i wanted to use it. and i was meddling and fiddling with the sockets of my computer. ALL the plugs of my computer are connected to ONE socket. theres a total of 6 ya know. (yes yes, overloading, then overheating, den got fire. tsk.) then to save electricity, i wanted to switch off all the plugs and use one only (im so eco-friendly. HAHA.). den, i thot all the switches were off. buden the light of the monitor was still on. and so i pressed that stubborn switch hardly. then, there came this zZzZzZzZzZ sound. its so loud even my mama sitting 2 metres away can hear it. den i quickly off the main socket. XIA SI WO. if i meddled further, i could have died. and i still have 3 more o level papers. and a band camp. and the seoul garden thing. and chalet. and band concert. and collecting of O's results. so many things to do. thats why i still want to live. x)

OHYA. my mama hugged me just now because shes so glad that im alright. im so touched. :')

5:22 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Sunday, November 11, 2007 '

went sch again today. i cleared my doubts on phy and chem with neko-mimi-chan. AND. we proved that the answer for 326541829^2-(326541833)(326541825) is 16. the working is still in neko-mimi-chan's hp. anw anw anw, his gf is really nice leh. REAL NICE. (:

ohya. boonsiong's fried bee hoon is nice. real nice. WHERE GOT NOT NICE LA! (as he claimed so). very light (not as in mass), and not very salty. not bad really, its his first time and no guide book leh. (WOAH!) i didn even know its vegetarian one until he said so, and he earned himself a new nickname, which is MI FEN. HAHHA.

anw, everything is fine le. if you didn send that sms, i'd probably be angry with you till dont know when. and, before you sent that sms, i was thinking of how to blog that event to vent my anger on my way home. hmmm. seems like those that ive thought of is not put to use. but its great anw. i didn reply cos i dont know what to reply, not that im still angry(: thanks huishi!(:

im not really lucky in neopets lately. tsk. my tombola already 2 or 3 days never get anything already. tsk tsk TSK.

my flute skills deprove so much already. SO SO SO MUCH. if my sec 2s want to challenge me or something like that, im already no match for them. tonguing gone, rhythm gone, tone gone, even sense of acute &sharp &accurate hearing gone. sighs. if i want to take solos for the concert, i have to work extra hard on my flute. and not to mention that im even gna join tpjc for their concert. later next friday go there malu ah, scarly cant even sight-read. tsk. i think we shld really make our way down, if not later malu till dont know can go where hide. and i still got my piano exams in march (if my tcher thinks that i can make it that is), theory at the moment no need to bother so much. everything is practical things.

i regret taking triple science, i regret taking bio and not taking geog (its only partially because i bio is hard to study), i regret taking combined humanities as my only humanities subject. BUT. i wont regret entering the triple science class. its no doubt the most fun triple science class among all the triple science class in fuhua. with classmates that are close with me, and with so many classmates from the same CCA as i am (they are extremely enthu too!), i really dont regret entering the triple science class.

neopets is sucha disappointment. :((((

band camp groupings changed again (awww!), buden, im not gna force them like "eh, i want this person, this, this and this in his group", cos i know the sec 3s put in tons of effort for this band camp, thou they have their headstart for the past 2 weeks.

O LEVEL IS ENDING. ive been saying this since dont know when. HAH. since like, 2 months ago? ya, i think so. BUT THEN, 2 months ago we were still stuck in our prelims, in the blink of a eye, we're now left with the paper ones. AINT IT FAST? i said so right. HAHAHAHA.

ohya. the new m1 advertisement is superrr CUTE. the squirrels that one. HAH.

alright. i shall stop here for now. NEOPETS ADVENT'S CALENDAR EVENT IS COMING! AHAHAAH. i shall get myself tons of money and gifts! pssst! ive got a second account that helps my first account do quests and earn freebies. HEH. im a typical singaporean eh?

12:48 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Saturday, November 10, 2007 '

was not very productive today. tsk. did 3 papers in the morning, and then, a cockroach flew into my balcony. its not very big la, buden its still big enough to scare me out of my room. its whereabouts are still unknown. it didn fly out, that means its still inside. after that, i did my paper ones in my living room. HEH. now im left with one paper for each bio and phy and 6 more papers for chem (cos i have june papers too.).

den at 2pm plus, i went to visit the snowager. TSK. it say im too scared too enter, when im not. and i earned a lot today! 14k ++ leh. LOL. and i had to create another account when the dark faerie gave me a quest to do, cos i wasnt allowed to use shop wizard. HEH. I WANT A BABY PAINT BRUSH! its gna make my usul look so cute okay. HAHA. ohya, i hate that faerie cloud racer game, i dont even know how to win. -sighs-

oh, theres a trumpeter living on my block. i think he/she is a sec 1, cos last year didn hear any trunpet de sound. HEHEH.

tmr gng sch. see the open house perf, ask neko-mimi-chan some (actually a lot) of questions on the 3 sciences, test boonsiong's fried bee hoon. im not that bad to say his bee hoon not nice la. LOL. im not bad okay. HEH.

ohya. the snowager sleeps at 6am to 7am, 2pm to 3pm and 10pm to 11pm everyday, NST and Singapore time. somehow our time coincides with their time. LOL. snowager! im coming!

im extremely happy. -beams-

2:12 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, November 09, 2007 '

i feel a great sense of accomplishment today. EH HEH. cos i completed 3 chem papers, 2 physics papers and 7 bio papers. all paper ones. in total i completed 20 paper ones since tuesday. i still got 16 or 17 papers left. im gna try my best to finish them all tmr, and then go clarify my doubts with neko-mimi-chan. HAHAHA.

my bio is terribly terrible. -shakes head- tsk. i dont even know the carbon cycle things leh. and i also dont know the respiration equations. and to think i just had my bio paper 2 this monday. everything fly out le. actually. i can still remember the contents of sustainable development for the 21st century. i know i should be forgetting them, but, they want stay i also cant do anything. HAHAHA.

ohya. i heard of this term doubleganger in a cartoon. its actually spelt as doppleganger, or Doppelgänger. its quite a freaky thing leh. buden, the other time i read a report, it wasnt as scary. =S

The doppelgängers of folklore cast no shadow, and have no reflection in a mirror or in water. They are supposed to provide advice to the person they shadow, but this advice can be misleading or malicious. They can also, in rare instances, plant ideas in their victim's mind or appear before friends and relatives, causing confusion. In many cases once someone has viewed his own doppelgänger he is doomed to be haunted by images of his ghostly counterpart.

Other folklore says that when a person's doppelgänger is seen, the person him/herself will die shortly. It is considered unwise to try to communicate with a doppelgänger.

In some beliefs, a person's fetch, of similar nature to the German doppelgänger, can be seen as a person of undetermined gender, an animal, or other dissimilar being.

[copied directly from wikipedia.]

since they provide advice right, then can it be assumed that the advices are sometimes good? LOL. then like that they are not considered malicious right? its quite confusing. LOL. buden interesting. HEH.

thats all for now, im tired. HEH.

2:59 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, November 08, 2007 '

went band today. overall, was really quite enjoyable la. HEH. but leh, i cant really stand him you know. the people present are all moving chairs around, and he's standing there, doing nothing, bossing people around. i really wanted to go up to him, and say "are you enough? you've been doing nothing but ordering people around. so move aside." TSK. and somemore, he was so insistent on the direction that the band shld face, and in the end, ms chong had to shift everything all over again. everytime i see you "helping" out in arranging the chairs, this happens. tsk. and, i stress on the word EVERYTIME. its 100percent ok, i've NEVER seen you shutting your mouth when we arrange chairs. just stfu you bastard.

but anw, the best part was the playing of speedsnap with kk and huishi. DAMN FUN OK. they're slower than helena (helena's way way wayyy fast), thats why its nice to play with them. there are times they win, and times i win. HEH. a few months ago, my worthy opponent was bs, HEH.

i was rather productive today. i did 4 physics mcq paper. YAY! i still got some wrong. i got NONE full marks. the closest that i got was 38/40. ya i know i got high expectations. but i think i screwed up my paper 2 for all sciences. so now must work hard.

i signed out 10 tickets from mrs tay today, and i asked my piano tcher to sell for me. she agreed. HOW NICE. HEHEHE. anw, she knew i was up to no good when i called her. LOL.

anw, i dont think its pathetic ok. i SERIOUSLY dont. if thats what you think, im fine with it. im not affected by it. if you're using reverse psychology, i dont think its gna work. HAH.

IN CONCLUSION (i learnt this phrase in ss lesson), today was a fun day, but im in a bad mood. am i contradicting myself? HAHAHA. i dont know. oki, thats all for now.

TATA!

1:33 PM;
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TSK. this is where i studied for the O levels. that was the day before the ss &bio paper. MESSY EH? but im not gna pack yet. i told mama that i would pack only after the O's ended. then she said 13thNov ah. and i said," Im not even coming home that day, how to pack?" LOL. but i will pack la, not now, not 13thNov. probably 15thNov.

AND! this thing here has been accompanying me when im studying. ITS MY FAN! CUTE EH! a puny tower fan. for some fans, even the speed "1" is too big a wind already. for this puny thing, speed "1" is just like a natural breeze. SO NICE.

ytd i did only 3 mcq papers. cos i was tired. i did chem only. and i only got 1 of them full marks. TSK. later gna do bio and phy. bio no full marks nvm, but phy must get at least CLOSE to full marks. O's made my academic studies deprove. HAH.

Ok. later gng school. to do my paper 1s, to go band, to see the rehearsal, and probably PLAY!

TATA!

12:28 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Wednesday, November 07, 2007 '

i just watched the movie SPIDER LILIES. i expected it to be something scary, cos of the title. buden, it was a disappointment. the entire plot was rather boring.

the movie is about this girl call jade (rainie yang) and she was into this online web cam sex video thing. ehhh, i dont know how to say la, its a business that she does using a web cam and entertain clients by chatting with them and doing those poses. when jade was young, her mama left her. her papa was in jail. she lived with her granny only. she fell in love with takeko (isabella leong), her neighbour. her neighbour then moved away, and jade only met her nine years later. takeko was working as a tattoo designer and artist then.

then many things happened along the way. i shall skip them.

both jade and takeko were lesbians (gosh!), and it somehow happens that everytime takeko made out with another girl, something bad happens. the lesbian scenes in the movie were cut if you're gonna watch it in crunchyroll, go veoh or youtube to find them.

the police were investigating the website that jade works for, and apparently, jade was the one chosen by them to use as "evidence". buden, the junior police officer who was working on this case fell in love with jade (LOL!), and he kept persuading jade to stop doing this kinda job. jade never listened, and instead felt that he was lecturing her. and in the end, he told her the truth, and she was devastated.

i think the version i watched was incomplete. LOL. cos dont have the ending theme, and also dont have the credits. i wont bother to look for more la. since the movie isnt that nice. this review isnt good either. andandand, rainie yang is way too cute to act as a lesbian, i think. the roles that she played in devil beside you and why why love were totally different from this one.

okay. i really think that this movie not very nice. partially because i dont really understand the plot. LOL. if you wanna watch, go crunchyroll. HEH. enjoy!

7:34 AM;
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i decided to come back and blog anw. HAHAHA.

i just woke up. and im still rather sleepy. i thot it was still 8am plus when i woke up, since i usually wake up at that time. ANW. ALL THE OPEN-ENDED-AND-STRUCTURED-QUESTION PAPERS ARE DOWN!!! WOO!

ss was okay, i did sustainable development in the 21st century. when i started the paper, my heart thumped so quickly, and my hands trembled. my hands were supposed to feel sore after writing the first 2 to 3 paragraphs. but apparently, my nervousness sort of numbed that feeling. GOOD! so i was able to continue writing all the way to the argument part. same goes to the 2nd essay. and then i was able to finish 1 (c). i couldnt find the difference/disagreement part. so i concluded using the similarities/agreement part. HEH.

and bio was extreme. buden, luckily i studied drugs, otherwise, i would panic. and i thot excretion wont come out. so i skipped the entire chapter while studying. tsk. it still came out. but only the last part 2 marks one require studying. HEH. so skipping the entire chapter is still rather worthwhile. btw. I HATE EXCRETION. cos its very unpredictable. theres not much points to memorise, so i wont know wad to study. and plus that kidney machine. tsk. i wasnt going to specialise in that area, so, i skipped. but then again. i skipped because the kidney machine came out last year.

then after bio yesterday, i seem like the only one who is really high, cos i was the only clapping away. -.- and then we all went to play heart attack. we had only one round. before we were asked to stop. then yy corina hk and i went to take those take-able papers. i want to pass them down to my juniors. HOW NICE OF ME! then heart attack again. this time it was 3 or 4 rounds. and i wanted to visit my section. who knew, i ended playing my flute. LOL.

and then we waited for band to end to have dinner with those who are gng alumni band. its so so SO disappointing. NO ALUMNI (except for seklin) turned up for the alumni band practice. tsk. though im you all de junior la, buden, i think its not nice to make seklin come down to conduct a band with so little people. somemore, yesterday NO ONE. if the main band people (only 7) did not stay back, seklin come then no people. x(

i might go have a nap later. IM STILL VERY VERY SLEEPY. and im gonna do at least 5 paper 1 later. assorted science la. LOL. i got 15 chem paper 1 to do. 10 phy paper 1. and 10 bio paper 1. okay. thats all for now.

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WITH THE REST OF THEIR PAPERS!

3:59 AM;
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